butterflies

2007-03-28T00:14:00.000-07:00

YES I CAN!!!! I WILL SURVIVE THROUGH THE 2007

ORDINARY LEVEL EXAMINATION

WORDS OF YVONNE: I SHALL HAVE MORE FAITH, A LITTLE MORE TRUST IN MYSELF AND BE MORE HARDWORKING, I WANT TO GET THE RESULTS I WANT.

DREAM BIG, AIM HIGH AND SOAR UP

2007-01-08T22:35:00.000-08:00

first post of 2007.. .BUT firstly i have a few things to thank, well thanks for the people who patronised my blog for the past one year. Also, thanking my tutor for putting so much effort to teach me and my parents for guiding me. Lastly, thank you my classmates of 3a for being my classmates for the past one year. It really have been a good year except for a few stones which made me trip and fell. After this entry, i dont know when i'll post again. Tentatively, it would be next month. Anyway, i shall see about it. I'm trying to cut down my time on computer and more time on studies. 'O' level is this year, it's gonna be a big event for me and the sec4s all over the nation. I cant imagine how my time as being a secondary school student passed so quickly. It's like last year was sec2 and this year i'm sec 4 already. Simply fast and amazing. Time is really that precious. More intense studying will be coming up but not forgeting not to stress yourself out. Afterall, too much stress will drive u nuts and make u fall sick. For me, i think i be studying like hell cuz i think i'm able to withstand more stress=), that's an advantage. Since i didnt do well in some of my subjects why not sacrifice a little more to achieve a better grade. I'm not as hardworking as i seem, it's always that laziness that kept impeding my progress. I just dont noe how to get rid of lazniess. After some time, my targets for 'O' level will soon perk me up. Actually it's starting to.
To my friends taking 'O' and 'N' have ample sleep, balanced meal and sufficient exercise alright. Work hard too.. =)

words of yvonne: i dont noe whats that feeling swirling within me when i'm with you.. too confusing

2006-12-20T20:39:00.000-08:00

I dont know what have gotten into me, it like i'm unhappy with many things. I dont get upset by those things, now, such things makes me feel disgusted. Maybe it's just the scar in my gums is still in pain so i making unnecessary 'noise' at home, maybe blog too. I just hope the pain would just go away, it's hard for me to talk. Sometimes it's making my pronounciation unclear and i have to keep repeating, bearing with that pain. Urgh... is the wound sewn properly?

words of yvonne: urgh..

2006-12-18T18:20:00.000-08:00

hmm, it's been almost a year i had the operation on my teeth. It's just a normal operation that involves cutting open and sewing up the wound.i dont noe if i'm too sensitive, recently i kept feeling that line of scar on my gums. Whenever i want to sneeze, that line that scar would be in pain first. Should it be normal? Whenever u sneeze u are going to have that pain of the scar. I feel awfully disgusting always making me to remember i had my gums stitched up before. I dont want that pain to be permanent. Hope it's not forever..

words of yvonne: bear with it..

2006-12-07T21:19:00.000-08:00

Dunkleosteus, this brute fish totally caught my attention.
It can be 10 metres long and can weigh up to 4 tons. Snap shuts its mouth in 1/15 seconds, crushes almost anything with its 2 bony blades[doesnt have a real teeth, look at its mouth in the picture and u'll know what i meant].Three times stronger than a Tyrannosaurus and just one bite it can rip apart a great white shark[i read this from the newsapaper]. How impressive. Fret not, it lived about 3.6 billion of years ago and should be extinct by now.

words of yvonne: i left that dreadful past... HAKUNA MATATA, i think this phrase has been fixed in my mind and mouth by my friend. VERY NICE..

2006-11-30T20:31:00.000-08:00

as most of you know i just came back from camp..
hmm had a group which was not bad just a little quiet.
Azli was the joker in there man, most of the time i was laughing at what he did and said.

Today, wow had a meeting from 10am to almost 6pm but there was in between 2 hr break for lunch and our lunch were treated by someone. Shallnt post much about what i did.

words of yvonne: how could i have...

2006-11-23T21:09:00.000-08:00

really disappointed with myself today after i heard what my mom told me. she asked what has got into me. she elaborated i was either gamin online, playing tv games or going outside for many hours. She said i wasnt my usual self. Well, her words struck me made me feel bad for not studying. i was playing and wasting my time away on some visual games and useless outdoor fun. I thought of it for a while,indeed, i didnt revise for these few days.
Pretty sad actually, how could i have let intense playing mood 'possesed' me. I could have resisted it, i did prevail over such temptations. Maybe i used to not now.
probably play more now to 'compensate' next year's playtime. i'll study a lot next year. For now, play a little more!!

words of yvonne: i'll settle down eventually

2006-11-16T12:14:00.000-08:00

Mom went to the market to buy her groceries. Dad went to work. Brother went to school for lesson. Me?? still sleeping went they went out. I was all alone at home.
Super boring morning, woke up at around 9.
Shouldnt have woke up at 9, i should sleep more. In fact, to kill more time.
Even though it's boring, i still hope days pass by slowly.
Once this holiday is over, TA-DAH a jolly good serious 'o' level is coming your way( and my way too).
I still can withstand such boredom. I just want to stay as further away from that major exam.
Face it, this day will still come. I eventually have to face this inevitable challenges. I'm studying lest i'll be struggling to pass better next year. Study now will do me gr8. It's not just about studying, to have fun is important too. To have fun is to destress, to study is for the better me. Both are vital to any sucess.
Since i'm talking about short-term goals, let me talk about my long term goals.
Hmm, hopefully i see myself in uni or doing sth i like. I'm thinking of what i wanna be when i grow up. A naturalist? where you get to study all the living things on earth[pretty interesting job]. A Pharmacist or a pharmacologist? Just some occupation that is related to science. However, my cousin told me that even if you specialised in that sth, you may not get the job of ur dream. She studies higher level maths in uni, i think?? she's like working towards selling insurances. u study maths and sell insurances, a maths teacher would be a better choice =) (no offence). Time to rest my eyes and maybe a little studying.

words of yvonne: to live would be an awful big aventure, dont you think?

2006-11-12T00:07:00.000-08:00

well i saw my name in jasmine's blog, requesting me to name the 11 people.. i did 11 people yesterday but i lost it .. so i did it again.

Can you name the 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head?

1) Jeremy Sumpter
2)Vanessa
3) Jacintha
4)Albert
5) Lee huimin
6)Jasmine
7)Shikin
8)Pauline
9)Yaojun
10)CheeOon
11) Wong Shi Min

How did you meet 10?
Erm.. first met when we were primary 5 and he lives near me. Can consider him as a neighbourhood friend.

What would you do if you had never met 6?
weird question.. since i never meet that person in the first place, how am i suppose to know that such person exist.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
Albert?? Cry?? never see before, he's just too happy all the time. [do birds cry?? well maybe, just to clear dirt from its eyes ('' ,) ]

What would you do if 2 & 6 dated?
Jasmine & Vanessa.. hmm date as in friends? not surprising

Do you think 1 is pretty?
Jeremy Sumpter is a male. He's handsome.

Tell sth about 11
Shimin is a very how should i say, predominantly think she's quiet . On the contrary to what mostly think , she's a little chatty and knows about celebrities' gossips earlier than me. Overall,she's a very good cousin.

How do you know 8?
I know pauline because we were in the same cca(badminton)

Would you ever go on a date with no.5 ?
Yes ..as a friend

What's 7's fave colour?
(piece of cake) ..green

What would you do if 2 confessed he liked you?
nth i can do(lol..).. Vanessa is a SHE not a HE.

Facts about 9:
Oh my gosh.. i have to answer this.. well ok
-very tall
-16 this year
-plays bball
-a very cheerful person
[that's all i can say]

Who is going out with 6?
How would i know..

Who is no. 5 to you?
hahs.. friend , classmate.. she's always being made fun of by me.. LOL

Would you ever live with 11?
we used to stay overnight together in grandma house when young. Therefore, why not?

Is 2 single?
yes, she is..

How much does 3 mean to you?
Oh my.. Jacintha means a lot to me. I always feel that she's always there for me when i'm down.

What do you think about 1?
hurhur.. Jeremy Sumpter.. he's my idol. Good in acting ..

What's the best thing about 8?
A very cheerful girl that almost brighten your everyday.

What do you dislike about 10?
dislike?? hmm.. i only dislike that person if that person piss me off.

i see most have done this so no point requesting who to do it..

words of yvonne: What is this for?

2006-11-10T17:38:00.000-08:00

We always say we love fairytales but have you ever thought we are the things we really love in them. The Characters?? The Endings?? well, i read those stories when i was much younger. I didnt really like them at first 'cuz i'm sceptical about them happening in reality.
Nowadays, my mind is quite free so i can dream about make-believe. The more i think, the more i realise though such things cant be real but they can be valuable lessons. These stories are what people might wish for. Who doesnt want a better life?.. People cant live happier without any dreams, to my mind.
Do you have any fairytales you specially love? I found mine now :] -'beauty & the beast' and 'peter pan'.
The first story tells me what matters the most isnt the visage but the good inner personality of the person that makes you the most beautiful/handsome among all.
The second story absolutely speaks up my mind. I dont want to grow up, things were much simpler when young. To always be a child and to have fun.
So much for that , i needa stop. I gotta study.

words of yvonne: a little dreaming wont kill right? ..now that i found my fave fairytales, i have more things to like..('' ,) 'I do believe in fairies. i do. i do'

2006-10-29T11:33:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to shimin house. i didnt want to go at first but since i havent visit my grandparents for about a month, i decided to go.

usually at shimin house, most of the time is switch on the computer. She told me about this 'Ms Swan' in the 'youtube', telling me that she's funny.
This Ms Swan really makes people feel frustrating at the same time funny. Her voice is unique. In those shows, i think her role is to make people impatient. Esp the part where she acted as an eyewitness, i couldnt stand her. The policeman asked her how does the robber look like, she kept saying " I saw everything, i'll tell you everything. He..... looked like a man". Thats what she said all the while in the show. Within me i was hopping mad, thinking ' cant u say something else'. Argh! dont wanna talk about her, seriously go youtube and watch her shows and you'll know what i'm talking about.

words of yvonne: i'm really gonna work hard during this holiday. GET READY for the hard work. i will achieve!

2006-10-26T23:33:00.000-07:00

these are the two movies that i'm going to watch[most likely, hopefully have the time]
&
Happy Birthday Dad..=)

2006-10-25T19:52:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today the main topic i wanna post about is the DeepaRaya celebrations.
well as most of you already knew that i was the presentor for the Mid autumn festival. It didnt go well for me. I stumbled over many words one of them was, 'ELIXIR'. At first i reminded myself not to make any mistakes , however, the audience was really making me nervous. I was holding the script and my hand holding the paper was trembling like i had some kind of nerves problem. Well, since it's over let me just rmb today to remind me in the future not to make the same mistakes again.

i,in fact huimin, weilin, rowenna and roy were outside the staff room to help slot in those result slips into our classmates report books. This time wasnt just one or two piece(s) of paper to be slotted, it was FOUR.

i dont have much things to say so tata-

words of yvonne: i think i still cant cope with stagefright. however, iwill prevail over it. =) ..

2006-10-18T13:07:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i posted an entry but not for long. I deleted that day.
well, i admit i was pretty harsh and i couldnt accept those remarks which isnt true.

why the word 'those'? do u know that u might be directing at someone and at the same time that word might offend those people out there. Not that i did well in the exams but i just feel it isnt right to implicate others when u are upset with that one person. What will others think about what you have wrote. They might think u got a problem with or jealous of people who scored better. Dont be so sensitive alright, people might be doing it out of concern and yet you say such hostile remarks. If you continue doing so, u'll soon find yourself in deep shit and these people might talk behind your back. You'll get hurt in the end, dont only think u've hurt.The more u think people are in the wrong in the first place, the more u complain in your blog. Eventually, more people will get hurt because of you. You hope for those to be with you to be happy but you stirred commotions that makes people really tired.

words of yvonne: I wasnt complaining, i feel it's so not fair to others who did better academically. You've made them feel like having good results is a bad things that will hurt people like you. Why 'hinder' their good progress?

2006-10-17T22:03:00.000-07:00

yea yea exams are over, we got back almost every subjects results.
i can say i didnt do really that well but the overall okok la.
wasnt please with physics, emaths, english and chem is think[ cause it was an easy paper but those careless mistakes pulled my down quite badly]

i have 9 subjects acutally 8 la since there is a combine humanities, 3 B's and 1 C, others A. HOPEFULLY, the msg dont go over 3 [ pray hard]
At the same time, i'm worried for my O level next year. i'm so worried that i cant get anywhere.

actually i'm having mixed feelings, pondering whether like or not to like. Afterall, studying and getting good grades are extremely important. It still up to me to decide. However, if it still happens, i wont let it affect my studies. It's time to handle things like an adult, must be rational in making decisions.

words of yvonne: well, i dont like to hide. i'm pretty astonished by my feelings.how can it be? silly me.Would u choose a polished ruby or an unpolished sapphire?

2006-10-09T23:28:00.000-07:00

suppose to be studying now but cant find any mood to study , esp after the fnn paper which was an average paper[ but i couldnt do osme of the questions, i forgot some of the things i'd studied.'
i felt bad about not putting in much more attention into doing chemistry paper 1, to me it was quite an easy paper, however, i underestimate how 'easy' that paper was. it was easy till i made many careless mistakes. how could i !!!
such to give myself a knock on the head if i get less than 30 for that paper 1. oohhfff... wat a paper..
btw i have sth to say, about the whole 'mugging mugging' thing, i was curious about that word but i knew what most meant.
from my dictionary thats what it says:
mugging- crime of attacking somebody violently, or threatening to do so, in order to steal their money , in a public place
ok now if u wanna mean studying .. it's supposed to mean this way:
[ mug sth <-> up mug up on sth ] - to learn sth, esp in a short time for a particular purpose, example exams.
( thanks dictionary)
come on ,we mug up on exams not mugging.
should be like that i think, unless there are some other reasons for using that word..

well reply to someone, i cant point out for you, but i'll try. i cant point out for you because i dont noe how to explain for you, dont u get it. u're clever , u should be able to spot ur own flaws..

words of yvonne : dont be alarmed, i was trying to point out mistakes out of kindness and not picking on anyone. also, there someone in the class that pissed me off. i couldnt help it , just that actions speak louder than words. she always contradicts herself . no wonder ppl are bothered to listen to her sob stories. turn u into a rag doll, * put ur legs at ur hand, ur hand at ur legs*

2006-10-06T23:32:00.000-07:00

have u ever wanting to tell somebody something out of kindness yet it's backfired. The whole thing is we must tell this person yet we cant tell them the whole story.. sad actually..
i told this person with the 'new' me- i no longer compromise and i wont be stupid to let ppl flood me with stuffs, just like a teddy bear stuffed full with cotton. the teddy bear is dead but i'm not, i knew that it's time for me to return it back to them. They wont understand wat i'm talking and they dont understand, that's how they 'suffered' just like what i did.
i 'suffered' because of these ppl and things that arent related to me? i didnt find such things for myself.
U may think that i'm blaming ppl, the fact is i'm not. I'm not in the wrong.
YOu didnt understand that's your problem, i flooded u with words, i was hoping that u would understand. HOWEVER, u didnt.
I wont bear with unbearable things that makes me feel so frustrating, the moment i told u bout this , means i had enough and for some reason.

words of yvonne: i told u because.............. what has become of us? we were in once in good terms..please do understand ..i beg you..

2006-09-29T14:45:00.000-07:00

'Call me when you're sober', it's playing inside my head right now..
This is one of new songs of Evanescence latest album 'The Open Door'
I think it will be out on 3 October 2006
try to go and find the mtv to watch. the guy in that mtv looks super cool. well look like vamp
somehow..hehz.. nice mtv..those ladies dancing down the staircase with the female vocalist while she's singing[ very nice]..aiya go and find to watch .. worth watching.

Evanescence- Call me when you're sober

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

words of yvonne: GOOD RESULTS! GOOD GRADES! GOOD LIFE! WORK HARD!!!!!!

2006-09-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

it's been such a long time since i've blogged.
well since it's been such a long time, i shall pick some significant events that happened during this period of time to write about.

last week, i had unbalanced meals for that week and on one of the days, i had indigestion i think[cause maybe i feel the stomach is bloated and full somehow]. though is normal to get sick, i couldnt withstand the 'uncomfortable'ness' in that poor stomach. i woke up at 3am dizzily and headed to the masterbed's bathroom. worst of all, i realised i couldnt just sit down there and wait to throw up anytime. i was supposed to but didnt noe why i didnt. i forced myself to throw up, wasnt that much.. no choice i mean i felt horrible. how i wished i couldnt take out that stomach and clear everything inside.
my whole morning i was sitting, closing my tired eyes on the dry bathroom floor. At 6 sth, i woke up. i had to go to sch, i told mum about it and i forced myself to throw up again. tsk tsk tsk...
i had little energy, i walked to school like a zombie and took the eng class test like a zombie. until recently then i recover.

my studies, i really kinda shock, well not really shock but more of disappointed in my results. my recent sciences tests, i felt that i wont do well. i wished that i could at least get an A cause those questions are easy and i coulnd concentrate to do it. lately, i rest more than i studied.
everyone are really attentive in class but i'm still very restless. many ppl are going to surpass me. look i'm sitting here and complaining. i should be studying, see how restless i am. i want to do well not just because i want to do myself proud, i want to prove and make my parents proud of me.
i had started revisions actually but it didnt seem to get anywhere thats why i felt that i studied very little.i want to get as many A's as i can. i expect my pure sciences, a-maths, e-maths and fnn to get an A. whereas others hopefully above B3.

it's not early to plan what u want after grad. i do have a plan for myself. i wanted to have 15 points and below for O's. so i can choose to go a better JC if not i may go to poly to study pharmacy which requires sciences or anything relating to sciences. if possible, i'm saving money hopefully to go overseas for further studies to upgrade my higher level of my course that i'm taking. in any ways , i will work hard to achieve my goals. STUDY HARD! YVONNE! YOU HAVE DONE IT ONCE AND IT'S TIME FOR THE SECOND MIRACULOUS IMPROVEMENT =)

words of yvonne: no more moans and groans. positive attitudes. i thank my parents for having me here on Earth to experience all the ups and downs in life that makes me a even stronger person.

2006-09-05T22:02:00.001-07:00

i bet most of us know about a sudden, untimely and freakish death of Steve Irwin.
Actually i think it was reported yesterday in the news but i think i was doing sth else so i knew about it this morning. very slow, isnt it?
ok i describe how i knew about it. i had english lesson today so i planned to wake up at 855. However, i did not wake up as i planned. My mom woke me up to look at an article. Upon making my eyes to get use to the light, i had a blurry vision on the picture in that article. I saw a big sized man, i didnt know who that person is but i thought that man was an actor or sth. At the same time, i couldnt get clear voice of my mum. i thought wat she was talking about. Then my vision and hearing came clear. To my horror, i saw the Steve Irwin's photo and the headline-'CROC HUNTER KILLED BY STINGRAY'. Obviously, stating that he's dead. First question that struck my mind: ' the daring, passionate and great host for documentaries, died?' i couldnt believe my eyes, i love TV shows hosted by him. Imagining, you had been watching sb's show and u like that host, he died suddenly, arent u going to feel that impact which hit u. Sad, really sad. My mum once told me, he may get killed by the animals while hosting. My mouth said it's impossible, he's an expert. However, i felt uneasy within me.
If he's bitten by a vemonous snake or a ferocious croc/ shark, it's okay but a flat stingray?!?!
he spread his passion towards animals to almost everyone. What a loss. i dont wana say so much about him cause how much we say, is he going to come back?

words of yvonne: Mrs Terri Raines, Bindi Sue, Bob Clarence and his relatives, u all have my condolences. What a great man... i think after he died, his spirit will still look after these animals...

2006-08-31T05:04:00.000-07:00

considering wat shimin said to me, i better delete the previous entry.
'click', deleted.
now today is teachers' day and of course wishing all the teachers in the world HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY !
well this year's teachers' day isnt really going well for me. Two people broke promises at the same time, wont write much about it. Seriously, i'm never been troubled by the whole friend thing, I mean most of the time i'm alone and dont feel sad without friends. Today is a little different actually. First time going to ex schoool by myself and believe it or not i went to watch ' devil wears prada' alone!..really
a good exprience though.. i got to learn self consoling throughout the whole exprience. Inside the cinema was like friends are together and i'm alone. feeling extra.
the 'devil wears prada' movie.. i dont really noe is nice or not nice. well i like the english accent of the movie. it bout a university graduate, started off not having any fashion sense. She actually wanted to be a journalist but she became the assistant of Miranda the so called "devil boss" of the 'runway magazine'. The very famous sentence inside- ' millions of girls will killing for this job' cause anyone with miranda wil meet famous pl and eventually carve out a future career starting off as an assisitant of this 'snow queen boss'. Andrea or andy later kinda got trapped by the job and many things happening. Perhaps this show would be much nicer if i'm working, cause teenagers dont really understand working life.
I got to admit that i'm getting a bit sensitive cause first time being ps till like that. Afterall, we are friends no use bickering over such trival matter.
words of yvonne: silly me for everything=). self-console is the thing u can ever have.

2006-08-30T21:26:00.000-07:00

howdy
how are you today?
well i'm kinda running out of brain juice, cant think of anything to write
erm..
wait, please hold on

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2006-08-26T21:12:00.000-07:00

ah..finally updating..
this period of time happened many things and of course one of them was my birthday
and now i'm offically 15
actually i cant rmb what really happened except for my birthday xD
oh yea yesterday newspaper reported that Pluto(ninth planet in the solar system) is no longer a planet, now left with only 8... sigh* dont know why i feeling sad, maybe is because i love Pluto.

yah, shikin these few weeks have been talking to me about raymond.. hey shikin, i dont like him.[ did he bribed you?] eck.

today after the SC's thing, i went to plaza with nainting, shikin, rowenna for lunch. Also, not forgetting a little walk in the shopping centre for good digestion. later come minghui joining the group and nianting went home to get ready for swimming. Rowenna and minghui went to Mac but shikin hated the smell of mac that's why she went to the library with me. i borrowed a book about Rome. Standing the smell of the Mac, shikin forced herself to bid farewell to the couple and we went home...
what a day

words of yvonne: i'm no longer that emotional yvonne. my mind is clear now, i know what i truely want. i just want to concentrate on my duties as a student. though sometimes may feel a bit alone,i console and heal myself. I'm me again, life have to go on. In this world, your things will not always be yours because others may snatch it away. However, knowledge is definitely yours, no one can take them away from you.
Mum.. Dad.. i think i build an 'impregnable fortress' around me so that i can stay strong.

2006-08-04T20:39:00.000-07:00

now a funeral is taking place under my block..
mostly we dont really feel anything
but this is different, it made my mum lost her appetite. i thought it was nth until my dad came back late last night.
the person who passed away is my neighbour.He's a father of 4, living with his wife and his parent or parents[i'm not sure]. He fell down during working hours a few days ago.if i'm not wrong he feel from 2nd floor and his head hit the ground- his skull cracked. he's in intensive care unit a few days ago, the doctor advised them to give up but his family didnt. in the end, he died.
the oldest son is only pri 2 or 3 and the youngest is in nursery school[ see how young they are].
he left his family. later at night my father asked me to help him open the door, he limped painfully into the house. he said he fell down during work. it made me thought of my neighbour, i realised how unpredictable life is. wat if it happen to you how will you feel. he had 4 kids, how are they going to survive without him. most importantly, i must treasure my family members. you also have to treasure them before you regret. this afternoon the flat was echoed with the cries of the family members. i heard one of them said ' dont go away'. upon hearing it, tears filled my eyes. i couldnt describe how sad i was. what matters now is to go on and never to stay at the past.
words of yvonne: please be happy again my neighbours..

2006-08-02T09:02:00.000-07:00

last week i had emaths, chemistry, physics and chinese tests
hmm well i got back all of these papers this week. My hardworking teacher marked as fast as they could.
ok i didnt fail any of them but there are still rooms for improvement
emaths: [31 or 32] out of [39 or 40], A1
chemistry: 32 out of 40, A1
physics: 27 out of 45, B4( average but still the numbers dont look nice)
chinese test: 41 out of 70,C5(the highest 51/70, ms gan said if u can get over 40 for such level paper considered ok, what matters now is you find a way to improve, let this sentence console me)
ah! amaths , actually the difficulty of the paper was ok but blame on my sickness yesterday i couldnt think properly. i think i'll fail
i got back my english also luckily i passed the paper but can still improve on it.

i used to be very enthusiastic in studying but now sth is draining that enthusiasm from me just dont know what is that thing. one thing bad bout me last time was i'm too ambitious, too obessed about getting a good A1 and wanting to win somebody. Recently, 'a mist in front of me faded' and i'm starting to understand it's not always just getting and aiming an A1. You have to feel that you get the A1 and share the joy with people who also got their own satisfying results. At the same time, console those people who didnt do well and try to help them. Basically it means to improve with the surrounding people. i dont noe wat i wanna say. Ah! one thing there's this very special sentence in 'zui hou zhi wu' but i forgot ah nvm, i'll check it out again.
-see ya
words of yvonne: i cant always be clinging to the past like a koala clinging on to eucalyptus tree. However it needs to survive with that tree, it cant adapt elsewhere so it dont seems to know everything. The Sun revolves around the koalas. I can adapt to many places and discover new things. I think Koalas are pitiful creatures, if only they can find a way to get out there to find knowledge and save their clan. i'm thinking of becoming a photographer when i grow up, i wanna capture happiness, sadness, human emotions and expressions. i wanna take pictures of koalas(cause they may extinct), everything that dazzles my eyes and things that are important in life. It reminds me to be a better person.

2006-07-27T21:21:00.000-07:00

just had an orange, feel so full.
something great in school today..but shallnt post here cause it's not very nice..
wad should i say.. hmm
had physics test yesterday only three chapters. The environment wasnt that conducive for our class to take the test with the stereo blasting at our ears what the crap...i panicked and i forgot most of the things i couldnt apply what i've learn. maybe i didnt really revise properly for the test. i cannot fail if not i'll be first itme failing for science, i had a C for science before i dont want to happen again. Still, there's O level aim for A for the sciences.
it seems like i'm displeasing a few ppl,say maybe one or two but dont noe whether counted or not. your actions made ppl feel this way. since you suspected someone with a verbal proof and u follwed the person so your actions can make me accuse you of 'having fun'. if u dont want ppl to 'accuse' you for sth, so reflect our your own behavior before talking back to someone. i detest ppl like you whereby some wires in ur brain are connected wrongly and talking back to me. hecky u're going to regret talking back to me. how am i going to turn against you when almost the whole school is backing you, i'm so not into this. i wont do anything crazy and not going to contaminate my mouth to talk behind ur back. please dont be so proud alright! you said i wasnt checking, WHAT!?! i and you were doing different floors how u noe i'm not doing anything. so many ppl were at that class i dont wanna mess things up. make ur brain work more and think more so that instead of thinking of strategies to be so rude with ur mouth and it wont turn mouldy by just onlythinking of one matter. where are u're manners?
stop talking bout u anymore it just makes me keep producing poisonous gas in my body.
-tata
words of yvonne: [to someone special]have u given up everything,this is what i wanna ask. you're always within my vision. i hate this 'me', pls make me more courageous to ask you because i wanna end everything if u have given up.i hate love lives, it makes ppl hard to understand esp me when i'm still a teenager who doesnt think that well for such things.

2006-07-23T21:44:00.000-07:00

i typed somebody but the computer was crazy and i lost all my data.. maybe it wasnt meant be posted..maybe it's arranged by God that i'm not suppose to post it.. i'm able to type them again but i didnt type it again as it wasnt meant to be

words of yvonne: you're lucky. u may dislike one of us but u cant insult all of us. so what if ur english is good, so what if u're good looking and likeable by many.
also happy birthday to someone i know=).

2006-07-17T22:57:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh!
my class ppl starts to dislike the school somehow..why is this so? i dont understand,
try to look on the bright side of the school. maybe it's tough or sth but if all of us survive another 5 years or so, you all will sort of be 'free'. when ppl start growing up, i'm sure a lot will miss studying because earning money is much tougher than studying. trust me, tall oaks from little acorns grow.
good results--> good future--> good life--> more money--> early retirement.. wow life's good[ enough of dreaming]

to the sec4 s:
'O's are coming, all the best. achieve ur goals=)

-tata
words of yvonne: one must learn to be contented, i'm glad that i'm able to have the chance to study. i love studying no matter how tough the topics are=) though some times i may lazy around.

2006-07-14T19:03:00.000-07:00

one of my favourite song ' give my love' from a nice korean drama 'zui hou zhi wu' .

today i accidently tapped someone's shoulder very hardly and then the person's face was terribly annoyed. at that point of time i felt guilty but i didnt think it's was necessary for me to explain much. partly because what happened few days ago, that made me not very keen to explain. i didnt do it on purpose. it will posted publicly, so i dont wanna talk much about it

i dont understand why i keep making ppl angry, what's my problem? what's the matter? in just a week i can make so many ppl angry. what am i going to do?

shall keep it short today

words of yvonne: some ppl encounter much more problems than me and i should ocnsider myself lucky cause the problems lies with me. i can solve my own problems.

2006-07-13T22:11:00.000-07:00

hello people..how are you today?
mmm well i think there's sth wrong with me
cause i seldom post daily but then after today i may not be sitting freely and typing all sorts of nosensical things inside here. also i'll get bored if i continue posting insipid entries

in school, i read the readers digest this morning and i saw 'Singapore' on the 'least polite countries', disappointed. ok i'm encountering problems with number pattern, it's supposed to be easy. i just cant get anything into my itty brain. i feel so bad for not understanding the topic and pitied the teacher who wasted saliva explaining to me. eventually i will 'prevail' over number pattern, nth stops my determination of studying. had investiture today in school promoted as one of the post holders or one of the EXCOs. i'm afraid for myself, i will have to bear the responsibility of being my position. took photos today and i think i'll be posting them up on the blog within next few days.i guess it's another big challenge that will help me to grow through this process. the intensity of the sec 4s spurred me on to achieve even better grades.

at home, these few days having problem getting off to sleep. hope i'm not suffering from insomia[that's not possible]. great!my study table is messy so i have to use my bed once again to become my temporary study table.tmr may be going to plaza for lunch and need to buy stationery, almost using up already.
-tata

words of yvonne: " if u want to be somebody, get into njc. it will bring u somewhere," a teacher told my class. study hard everyone and do west spring proud!

2006-07-12T22:36:00.000-07:00

i'm kinda depressed nowadays, so i'm using blue[ i really hate blue cause it conveys sadness]
hmMm, i'm having a sudden urge to watch a show ' like mike' i think. the story that says about a boy who lives in an orphanage and got a pair of michael jordan's basketball shoes by luck. when he wears the shoes, he would play very well during the basketball games and he got to meet a professional basketball player who later became his foster father. The boy was adopted together with his friend[ the little actor acting as the boy's friend is really cute]. i dont noe why but i really like this show, there's sth inside the story that attracts me.

ok.. today in school, got praised by mrs ang, quite rare actually cause i dont get praised and get a little tap by saying the meanings of vocab. feeling happy though=)
yesterday during the social studies class the teacher told our class sth.. ' the weaker lot'
that's horrible being the weakest in our studies in the overall sec3s but i thought it was still considered ok.. if it is so, then i shall be an industrious student from now on.

now, i dont understand why i cant take a step forward and she cant stop showing me attitude. it so pathetic, so sick and disgutsed bout it. surprisingly it's the first time , we both quarrel till like that. maybe it's because i kept everything until the day b4 yesterday so i got so agitated then everything blurted. that's all for today! stay happy =)

words of yvonne: i hate feeling negative it makes me the person i dont want to be, making me no difference from a pessimist and emotional people.

2006-07-09T11:47:00.000-07:00

oh posting today late.. cause tml no need to wake up as early as other weekdays
a series of things happened
yesterday evening i received a call from my god mother so she told me some things and for some reasons she asked me not to tell my parents. i felt kinda 'suffocating' not telling my parents what she told me. Consequently, i'm writing down in my entry because i dont feel good even after i told one person.
well she told me about she became a christian recently and she just wanted to tell me it's nth being chrsitian. Ironically, i should felt happy that she asked me whether i wanted to become a christian with her. Instead i felt terribly upset and also a little uptight. i didnt want to tell them maybe i didnt feel it's necessary and may lead to other misconceptions. Somehow it's got worst for not explaining, my mom and i still having cold war. we both showed sarcasm. i went for tution this morning and i was in such a vile mood, i cried. i made it sounded that i was havin a flu in front of my tutor, then i walked away to my cousin's house toliet. i washed my face, i went back. i think my tutor kinda knew that i was crying but she didnt say anything. after what my god mother said and the 'cold war' , i'm starting to feel whether should i stay as what i am now and become a free thinker when i grow up. i hate the peoples' objections. i'm maybe starting to give up being a whole christian thing, i dont want to but i have to. what my parents' expect me to be comes first.
words of yvonne: i had no choice but i have to give up, i'm really sorry for myself.

2006-06-15T04:02:00.000-07:00

Yvonne,when it comes to psychic abilities, you have an unusually strong talent in the area of Precognition

'This means you have an uncanny ability to look into the future and know ahead of time what is going to happen. You might, for instance, simply know that you're going to get that job before the interview even happens with a certainty that exceeds what you would expect to have simply knowing the facts of the situation. You might have a sense of dread before going out for the evening only to later have a flat tire on your way home. These little hunches are easy to ignore but for you especially, quite often lead to a true prediction of what is going to happen. These predictions can be used to generate positive outcomes, and the more you know about how to use your talent, the more you will be able to distinguish between fantasy of the future and an actual reality you are seeing happen, before it has actually happened. '

this is the result i got after i took the ESP test.
hMMm..that's cool
i oso dunno what to say already..hehx..
-tata
words of yvonne: hey isit true that i'm have such abilities..hahs..

2006-06-08T18:51:00.000-07:00

ah .. left only the book reviews to do ..
this few days i had been watching 'sassy girl chun-hyang' non-stop everyday
but also i have to balance between my revising and playing.
i have been watching 'sassy girl chun-hyang' till very late about 1 or 2 am.
yesterday wasnt an exception i watched till very late and i couldnt sleep so i decided to tidy up my homework to check whether i've finished all of them.
ok so i was tidying.. then i heard some noises as if something had sneaked into my room.
but then i ignored it so i continued to tidy. Not long after that there was this cockroach size about my thumb crawled into my room.
i was like 'WOAH! a cockroach' i quickly woke my mum. "Mum! there's a cockroach in my room"
then she rolled a newspaper gone into my room to 'fight' the cockroach.
it didnt appear so my mum said if it comes out then call me. then i quickly zipped up my bags and pencilcase all so that the cockroach wont crawl in. then i thought it hid behind my tv set but i was wrong it was hiding behind my study desk. it ran out. i saw it running towards me. i jumped to avoid it but then when i landed my sole of my right feet stepped onto the edege of the hard chair. it was so so so painful i kinda 'shouted' then my mum came out. The cockroach was running about but still my mum couldnt hit it so she gave up and left me in the room with it. No choice i went to woke my dad, i already had tears rolling down my chin. i was so freak out. my father settled it for me.
the cockroach was thrown down so i was scared. i went to my mum's room to sleep. today i woke up with the sole of my right feet swollen.
i cant attend the forum tml ..
-tata
words of yvonne: cockroach loves the dark or the light? why did it fly into my room? is it because of my messy papers?

2006-05-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

finally posting again..
it's the 2nd day of the long june holiday
though it's long, fear not i have a lot of homework to keep me company also extra lessons by the
teachers.
i just love the holidays.
oso i have to make full use of the holiday. other than revising and doing homework , i should take some time to go out and play too.. (but where to go??)
oso i found one show sassy girl chun-hyang..got to noe this show because shimin introduced it to me. now 'addicted' to the show..
wat should i write about today.. hmMm..
maybe the 'be yourself day'..
that day was really short and fun..we raised bout 100+ for the charity
i rmb i washed the principal's car with my classmates..woah his car was very big..took us some time to finish washing his car..but it was really fun
many different classes made different things to sell and raise funds..
whoops.. i forgot what to say.. forget it..
i think i'm going to do my homework
-tata
words of yvonne: what's does the panda wishes for? : it wants to take a coloured photograph..

2006-05-13T11:57:00.000-07:00

i cant sign in to my LMS account.
instead of tryin to login..
i'm sittin right here infront of a computer, writtin an entry..
i'm so sick of it...i've been tryin to login in for the past two days...
using different kinds of password..
worst of all..
the part where we retrieve our password doesnt work at all..
oh great, now i cant do my homework...
gettin ready to be scolded by teachers for not doin homework..
how am i going to seek help??where? WHERE!!??

last few days i came back from camp
the camp was really great
got to board an aeroplane..woah nice
1st day went to the long house and stay
over there have a lot of rules to follow if not u will awake the spirits living in the hill
u cant shout , u cant go to the lake near the long house because wild animals may go there to wash up..if u are spotted.. they might attack u
went for the night hike there..so dark.
students start to play pranks...so childish
we came across a 'headhouse', the place where instructor's tribe ancestors killed their enemies
and kept the enemies skulls inside there..funny part was..at first the guys thought it was near the girls' long house..later when we walked a few steps further the girls saw the 'headhouse' was even nearer to the males' long house..
2nd day we left the long house, bid farewell to the instructor then check in to 'merdeka palace hotel'...
trekked for two times that day..one was at the hill near the long house and the fairy cave..really tiring.
inside the fairy cave a lot of colossal stones or a statue..the nature created them to look like Gods .
many of them..
3rd day
best part went shoppin ..ran over to a nearby shoppin centre with friends under the rain
when we reached there. shoes were soaked and clothes were totally drenched
walked into the shoppin centre ppl lookin at us one of them even laughed very loudly
hahs..
opps
cant write anymore
need to go out

2006-05-04T21:44:00.000-07:00

i'm here to announce my horrendous result
of course not..
i did very badly, too embarrassing to post my marks on the blog
aahhh..
i failed two subjects..got an earful from my mother
i dun want to talk bout it and i wont say anything but one sentence
i'll just work hard for my subjects and nth else
SL matters i'll just do watever that need to be done without affecting my studies
i'll have to manage my time even better than last time
that's all(i just only feel like crying)..
ok forget bout the whole crying thing..next
ANTS ATTACK!!
yesterday we discovered sth in our class--ants nest under a very big wooden box.
Huimin,Elieen and i were sitting quite near to the ants nest and we kept seeing ants crawling up our bags and our legs..then during recess time i decided to follow the trail of the ants then it led me to a rubbish bin. i went back again to see where the ants 'house' was ,as i mention it at the beginning it was crawling towards under the wooden box. I said " GUYS! ANTS HOUSE IS HERE"..victor came and he pushed away the big box during maths lessons..a colony of ants were crawling very disorderly
some u can see are carrying the larvae and egg(i can see it because the eggs and larvae are white and the ants are black). everyone was like EEEEeee..so my curious classmates start to gather and look..and there was this stench, very unpleasant
eeewwww...their expressions tell me that it was smelly..hahs..
but they moved after we spotted them
many students are bringing food up, hence, causing an infestation of ants
words of yvonne: i suspect that the ants are still in the class.It's the door next to the back door of our classroom

2006-04-30T13:30:00.000-07:00

oh yea i'm blogging again
though the tests are over but i still havent get back results
except for my physics
ahh i did very badly for it, i deproved from A to C
i never get C for my science before
the moment i got back and saw the horrifying result, i almost burst into tears
now i remembered sth that my cousin said..'you cant expect yourself to do well all the time,
there will be times where you dont do well. Your results will sometimes drop drastically'
she has a point there and she's my idol she get top for O levels and her elder sister who is also my cousin is also another clever person..her maths is very very very good(of course must be very good if not how is she going to be my tutor) i admit that her teaching is really good but my brain is quite retarded sometimes cant forget wat she taught me. Under her teachings , i'm gradually improving. This shows that she's good right?? hahs or i have become clever(but not really that possible)
now yesterday, i went for the flag day thing. It was to raise funds for needy ppl, i thought it was a good thing and so i was very excited. Then when the thing started, i was very hopeful at first but then it was what i thought some gave dull expression they didnt bother to answer(that's very rude) and some gave nasty remarks..there's this lady she said until like so not happy..if u dont want to donate say la.. what's the big fuss bout(only the nkf thing). but watever.
i manage to fill half of the tin quite heavy..feels great
i shall stop here.
-bye
words of yvonne: i've helped people=)

2006-04-13T19:42:00.000-07:00

what should i write today
hmMmm... i had conflict with somebody
he misunderstood me and i misunderstood him too
though everything was over..but angry feelings are running through my veins
i'm trying to suppress my anger
it should end after a while
sigh*, tests are oso coming.. it's sth that students hate it.."booooo"
try looking at it on the bright side..things may change =)
oso i'm trying to figure out vanessa's 'question' the 'string string' thing, i still cant find any clue..ah duh..but one day i'll will figure it out.
hahs.. next topic
one of my friends were doing duty,then i went there and chit chat with her,
during one part of the conversation she told me bout another girlfriend whom i know she said ,
My friend: hey u know ah, she's very cheerful leh.
Me : hmMmm, isnt it a good thing
my friend : sometimes she's way too cheerful and somehow u find her very noisy
me : Oh is it?
my friend : yeah la. u see sometimes we want a very quiet environment and with her around
your peaceful morning u can just be listening to her voice. She sometimescan be sucha spoiler
me: oh ok..
from this i realised that , being cheerful can be a good thing but if we try using another angle to look at it again, eck u may find it irritating
so do u get wat i mean ?
-bye
words of yvonne: the truth is i somehow dont get what i mean

2006-04-05T21:18:00.000-07:00

many complained the word' size is too small so i made it bigger
ohhHH.. it's raining..YES!
i had my a-maths test today. unfortunately is the topic that i dun understand.

yesterday f & n practical, i dun understand why those ppl can get wrong ideas. i wonder where in the world they got these wrong ideas. i hate it when i got accuse wrongly.. i havent finish the whole thing and u asked me to wash. the baking dish is still in the oven. ok la, why not u might well take out the whole thing and wash the baking dish together with my cake. i didnt ask u to wash. [i'm not saying the person who is sharing the same table with me]. u noe why i cant forget bout it, is because u dont know anything and u just confronted me and say next time can u pls help to wash, cant u use a little more of ur brain juice. if i help her, then during the test how is she going to gage and manage her own timing. u dont tell me trial is trial, it's the same thing OK! but if the person sharing the same table with me really needs help she can always approach me and seek help =)
i shall not waste my time on this, it's time for me to move on and await for the new day. at the same time i need to go and study.
-bye
words of yvonne: i wont talk bout u any further, it spoils my image.

2006-03-31T21:38:00.000-08:00

i commanded again today.it's second time today. suppose to be somebody else not me. we were so called late for the 'commanding' then , this ken said go up and command. i just came back from duty i didnt know anything.wad the heck. then i think should be i was just there and just pick up to go up. then i went up ** *** stared at me, if i've done sth wrong, u shouldnt have show attitude,it's really hurting. cuz of ur stare this morning i couldnt concentrate on my lessons,do u noe how much it affects me. as i said it was somebody who was supposed to do commanding today,i feel like i'm a 'scapegoat'.
sigh*..watever,i'll just smile and walk away.

words of yvonne:what's wrong with you? what are u trying to hint? ur words are driving me nuts!

2006-03-28T10:25:00.000-08:00

wat should i say today?hmMm..
yesterday i got my quiz..i lost to somebody. then i realised the phrase
'expect the unexpected'
i failed my quiz drastically[but forget it.do better for the test]

now cactus..
they are basically found in the desert(of course everyone knows about it)
it has many uses if u are lost in a desert:
1. they can provide you water
2. serves as a food
3. act as a weapon

1.providing you water
you all should know that inside the cactus it contains water,so just cut an opening and drink it
2.serves as food
if u are in a desert u must not be fussy in eating, as there's nothing much to eat.[if u really hate it,try resort to eating lizards or snakes(OH,gross!)]. if u are a vegetarian..ah best,u can swallow them without any problem.eat the needle like leaves,they are a plant part too=)[ obviously no one will do this,they'll think that you're nuts)
3. act as weapon
let's say u drank the water already,u wont know when is the next time to see another cactus. after drinking the water inside,dig out watever things inside the cactus(rmb! dont pick out those thorns,it would be better if the thorns are long),wear it. the reason to wear it is to protect urself from animal,example snakes, when u encounter a snake,quickly use the cactus that u wore on your hand and hit it straight at the head(erm..the snake should be knock out by now,if not give it one more try,actually should be no need) it should be seeing stars now, so u have the time and during that short period of time quickly escape and there u are saved.

lastly when u get out of the desert,place the cactus at ur house cuz it saved ur life,be grateful.
-bye

words of yvonne: i thought it was better to err on the side of caution.

2006-03-25T18:54:00.000-08:00

we,human being have sth in common with cattle, sheep, goats, camels, antelopes, and other herbivores,an example is anthrax.why chose anthrax? i went for a talk at downtown east about , they mention anthrax,spore-forming bacterium ,which affects cattle, sheep, goats, camels, antelopes, other herbivores and sometimes humans.hmm pretty interestin but some dont think so. i watched the video clip about anthrax, in the clip they said bout somebody who had a serious cold problem,doctors didnt know bout why he's down with such unusual cold. the doctors gave him antibiotics. One fine day, he sneezed once just that once,he collapsed onto the white hospital floor. doctors fought againest the bacteria to save the ill person but not long after that he was declared dead. of course doctors had to certify what causes the death of that man. one of the the doctors did an x-ray for the dead man and found a immense lump somewhere in his upper part of the body. they didnt know what was it so, the researchers are now dragged into the picture,they found anthrax in his body,everyone was baffled by how he contracted anthrax just after his vacation. they pondered,but they still didnt know how he got it. it's gruesome that someone can just drop onto the floor with just a short sneeze.
anthrax is special because when it expose to the environment it's resistance to things such as heat light cold and etc i'm thinking bout putting the images of inhalation anthrax and cutaneous anthrax but they are really not very pleasant
can be in the environment up to bout 10 years[i think] as other kinds will vanish into the air.
hmm thats all,though there's a lot bout the talk which is worth talking bout but it's too long.
-bye
words of yvonne:wat an extraordinary bacteria.

2006-03-24T22:08:00.000-08:00

hmm..hello friends!
one thing that happen today is i was involved in the competition-'Green @ West Spring Secondary School'[ah,i forgot wat is the name..eck.]but watever.
today i ushered the Keming primary school,a vibrant school with perky kids.age group 11-12.
these primary school students are naive,they came out many creative thinkings from their itty-bitty brain.
they are still young,liking guys and seeing handsome boys is normal,that's wat most of us do during our younger age.
wow..writing bout them made me missed them right now. too bad ,they know my name and i dont noe theirs
oh well shees..i only talked bout the girls.bout the guys,erm..i rmb one of them,i had deepest impression of him-a chubby[in fact his stomach is pretty round] boy with squinty eyes that becomes a straight line when his face crease into a smile yes! and his boisterious too. other boys really really tried to shut his mouth but his mouth is like a like-pole magnets and it's always open.oso ms tan a refined and elegant lady,she's like a fairy..from these descriptions i made-she's pretty..
erm..everything ended bout 4 thirty or 5 . yea should be .had a short debrief and that's all today
-bye
words of yvonne: dont be too possessive or u will end up losin it.

2006-03-23T04:57:00.000-08:00

wat an eventful day.
i commanded today[it's atrocious].
i slept during lesson and was caught.
somebody was shootin remarks at me.
since it's today and going to be a new tomorrow i wont talk bout them any more.
Frank
ok now ..being frank is mostly agreeable to a good thing but strictly speaking they dont.Cause being frank with someone is really very hurting.frank ppl always have this thought "the faster i come clean with this person,he wont be hurt for too long." well actually i like being frank but before saying them i always think will the person like it or not[but if i really dont like that person,my words can be really nasty].i have this friend who is really frank,or say her words are really superb,she can beat around the bush and indirectly be frank with u.she always complain havin problems but how to resolve the problems if ur words always aggravate the conflict even futher.Listen!if u think startin to feel that why are u always havin problems,the answer is 'there's sth wrong with ur attitude'..NO matter how much i helped i always have the same bad comments from u
bye-

2006-03-22T07:37:00.000-08:00

hello..hello..this is my second blog..the previous ermm..welli'm gonna delete it anyway
since it's the first entry of this blog..i shall say something...first of all..i welcum everyone..whoever u are..pls pls pls!! tag..so that i noe u were here once..in ur tags..dont make any nasty comments as nobody in the world is perfect so we have no right to say bout each other...so ..that's all for today..i shall go off now...
-bye